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Set me free

  Set me free Right before my eyes I saw the whole world reshape. My dreams became my nightmares and my nightmares turned into reality. All I can think is what have I done to have made everything shift. It seems I can’t do anything right now a days. Every choice I make has me hitting the wall every single day. I am in accord that my life before was dull like if I was in a deep hypnosis but now I’m I can’t tell the difference from reality and just a created fantasy. I feel the pressure from above, from the west, from the east and it’s tormenting me to a point I don’t have enough peace to find who I am really within. Don’t think I’m not appreciative but the truth is life is taking me back into the dark hole I cried myself out from. Don’t let me fall again, don’t be cruel to me, if there’s a lesson you must teach then do it without having to completely destroy the inner me. I don’t stop trying, I promise you. It’s just this torment I cannot deal with. At times I don’t think you really...
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Infinite Love

  Infinite Love   I put my hands together every night. I bow down on my knees. I look up and apologize. I may not say this enough, but you are my greatest love. Starting from straight at home all the way to my everyday job. You stand beside me like a loyal dog. You do not judge me for my sins. You hold my head up while I cry. You gave me strength while my body was being raped. You lifted me up even though my diagnosed was to stay down. You did not let me leave this earth without having my last bow. You give me hope that one my power and strength will show. You give me voice even when I put myself on mute. You showed me how to fight for those who were as fragile as me. You give me the strength to lift them up, even if I still have my knees down. You show me day by day why I am still alive. Forgive me for trying to take my last breath without counting on your regards. I made a mistake, and it shifted my life. Yet here you are standing righ...
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The Unknown

I’m in a world filled with confusions  I can recall my memories but no matter how much clarity their voice have their reality is slim.  I know what I saw but I cannot even prove it to myself.  I know how I feel but I cannot express it well enough to be understood.  I have been left with a pool of questions and a draught of answers  How can something be and feel so real yet everyone Blames it existent in only your memory How can your mind make up so many details and never realize it was all a big fairy tale Is it possible that imagination brought me back to life  Can so many things be unreal yet reasonable Is crazy really the explanation to a year filled with an understanding of what living really feels  Can your mind be strong enough to make up a year filled adventure towards justice  Or for second can we believe that anything is possible  Can we open and expand our imagination  Can we accept and come to accord that the impossible can be...
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